Hi R, well, it’s amazing, i was resigned to a life of perpetual boredom, then i bumped into someone, the ex-husband of a friend from years ago, we got talking, he bought me coffee and seemed to be able to tell that i have a big hole in my life, so he just came right out with it and said that he and his new wife were big in some high-class sex-party scene, if i was interested he could take me along, no commitments, i could just watch if i want.
So i smiled as if i was quite used to this sort of thing and found it a bit beneath me, and said i might think about it, as if implying that it would never happen. and he was quite chivalrous and bought me another cup of coffee and had the wit not to bring it up again and we discussed children and schools and things like that.
But anyway, R, now that the seed’s been sown the idea won’t go away, i’m bored of a sexless life and i’m not interested really in getting close with a lover, even if i could find one i liked, so what’s the answer?
So nothing happened for a few days, then i got an email from him saying how much he enjoyed the coffee and would i like to meet up again, and by the way, now i know how he gets his kicks, there’s a sex party this coming friday, if i did want to come along just to watch i’d be more than welcome, what tends to happen is that the fun and games go on upstairs and you can just stay downstairs if you want, having a drink.
So you know what i did, R, i said sure, strictly on the condition that I'm planning to stay firmly buttoned up, I'll come along to your party.
So now, R, i have some excitement in my life. i can hardly believe i said yes. tee-hee. love J xxx
