25 January 2011

Imagining It’s Their Cock

A woman invited into a small office, asked to sit on a black sofa. The camera panning her face, shoulders, clothes, legs, back to face. The man’s voice asking, do you know why you’re here. The woman smiling, yes, sure. Why are you here? To have sex. What kind of sex? Oh, I don’t know, any kind, I’m broadminded.

This porn video, a favorite format, the interview. Her words clearly unscripted, thus showing something of herself, thus separating her from silicon bimbosity. A real, warm human being filling the screen before me.

Have you had sex on camera before? No. Why do you want to do it now? Mmmm, I guess, it’s something I always secretly wanted to do, now the chance came up. Why have you always secretly wanted to do it? Um, um, I like the thought of men watching me on the screen, masturbating, imagining it’s their cock inside me.

The woman smiling at the camera, slightly abashed, but undaunted.

How many men have you had sex with? Oh, about, let me think, twenty, maybe thirty. Have you ever done it for money? No, well, actually, yes, once. When was that, what did you do? It’s a long story. Never mind, go ahead.

Um, it was years and years ago, I was about eighteen, working at a bar, around midnight we were closing, the boss came to me, said he was letting a few businessmen have some more drinks, would I stay to help. I said okay. Then he said they might pay if I treated them well.

Another half-embarrassed smile at the camera.

Anyway, there were four of them, and um, I seemed to know exactly what to do, like it was natural, I stroked their crotches, got their cocks out, started sucking. When I was finished I’d made more money in thirty minutes than I had for working my normal eight hour shift.

Did you enjoy doing that? Yes, I did, I think I’m a natural slut. Did you just suck them, or did you take off your clothes? No, my clothes stayed on, but they reached down my teeshirt, fondled my nipples. Also while I was squatting down, sucking, one of the men lay underneath so I was sitting on his face, and he pulled my panties aside.

Did you enjoy that? Yes. How did it finish? Each man had an orgasm. How? Um, let me try to remember. I think the first came in my mouth, yes, that's right. The second one, um, yes, he sprayed all over my face. The third one went to get a condom from the mensroom, entered me from behind, I was bent over a table, he came within about ten seconds. Then the fourth decided to do the same. By this time my boss was horny too, so I sucked him off, he came in my mouth.

Okay baby, that’s good, that’s enough talking, let’s see your body.

On the screen before me, the woman starting to peel off her teeshirt.