The Hardness And The Sperm

An email from Jane waiting in my inbox. Hi R, i finally decided to go ahead in my new life as a sex-party hostess, then had to miss the first one because my period happened, C says that some men actually get turned on by that, or she said i could go along and just do blowjobs, but i didn’t want my first foray to be all complicated so i gave it a miss.

No matter, the next one came quickly and i went, and you know what, R, the strange thing was that it didn’t feel strange at all. there was C and i, and one other woman, and about fifteen men, at first it just felt like a normal party, then we started playing some card game where the penalty was to take off clothes, basically strip poker, then when we were all down to our underwear or naked the game sort of got forgotten about and a whole lot of stroking and kissing and all the other things started.

So before that night my personal record for number of men i’ve been with in a night was a grand total of one, that was probably my record for a month as well. now it’s fifteen, i’m not totally sure that i was with every single man, it all got lost in the blur, but i could have been. C says that men generally like to make sure that they’re with each of the women before they leave, so i probably was.

I was surprised, i thought i’d be nervous, but actually once it got started it was fun, the women look after each other, and everyone’s careful about condoms. but actually, all the men seemed to gravitate to my mouth, perhaps they sensed that that’s the place where i respond most, and you know what R, i really got aroused from the fact that the men were aroused by me.

Thinking about it afterwards, as i have been, a lot, at first it seemed as if i had some deep need because of years of marital neglect, but R, it seems deeper than that, it’s more that it’s connected me to my womanhood, the sense of having the power to attract men, the pleasure in seeing the actual evidence, the hardness and the sperm, i feel rejuvenated.

Now, three days off, then another party, hee-hee, i feel wicked. but when i see you again, R, it’ll be special, and you can have me for free. love Jane xxx.