First Blowjob

Still waiting for the go-ahead on a big new project, feeling fidgety, finding things to do.

Flicking through the porn site and its millions of near-identical videos, searching for the unexpected. Turning to an old standby, the casting interview. A small room with a desk and a woman sitting on a black sofa, the interviewer explaining, do as I say, I’m the male model for the day, we’ll film it, I’ll send off the video, if the producers like it you’ll be paid between one and five thousand a day.

The woman, smartly dressed, brunette, blushing, agreeing. The interviewer asking, so, how old were you when you gave your first blowjob? The woman responding, actually I never have. The interviewer proceeding with the next question, stopping, pausing, hey, let’s rewind a bit here, did you say you’d never given a blowjob, I can’t believe it. The woman embarrassed, sorry, it’s true, it just never came up.

The interviewer rearranging things on his desk, gathering his thoughts. Well, listen, you’re going to have to get used to it, it’s part of the adult industry, it’s standard. You okay with that? The woman still blushing slightly, nodding. Okay, let’s get started.

The interviewer removing his clothes, pointing his cock at the woman, okay, I want you to lick the tip until I go hard and then put it in your mouth. The woman’s hand reaching out tentatively, taking the cock, hesitating, deciding, touching it with her lips, then with her tongue, then letting it into her mouth.

The interviewer handing her the camera, telling her, I want you to film yourself doing that, you can see what you’re videoing on the screen over there. The camera handed over, the picture moving haphazardly, then settling on her face, the woman looking at the screen to get the right angle. Taking the cock back in her mouth, studying herself on the screen, her eyes widening slightly as if surprised.

A slight smile appearing, self-conscious but interested. The interviewer saying, you’re turned on by doing it on camera, aren’t you? The woman nodding, smiling more, becoming less embarrassed. Her hand working the cock, occasionally taking it out of her mouth, licking it, taking it back in, all the while studying herself on the screen. On her face, a sense of growing acceptance, recognition of alluring she looks.

The man’s breathing becoming tighter in the background, oh yes baby, just like that. The woman continuing, mesmerized by the picture of herself. A sudden stillness, the woman’s eyes losing focus, her face stiffening, the man groaning, the camera shaking. Hold it still, baby, hold it still.

The picture steadying on the woman’s face. The cock withdrawing, white juices dribbling. The woman gulping. Looking upward at the man, smiling, ooh well, I guess I’ve just given my first blowjob.