Sexual Sparkle

My wife arriving home last night, exhausted. A teacher of children with special needs, what do you expect?

She's someone to admire.  Committed, hard working, caring.  Face lighting up with each triumph with a child.  Crestfallen at failure.

Everything fine, but for that missing thing, the spark and sparkle of sexual connection.  That battery's flat.

What I need is a lover.  From what I read in the newspapers, there are plenty of women in a corresponding situation.  Problem is, finding one.

What am I looking for in the lover, I wonder? All my past girlfriends, the good ones, would have been unspecifiable.  The magic just sparked.

So, get around more, maybe meet someone that way.  Trouble is, that takes time, my hormones are more urgent.

Plus, getting around more, better not in my wife's circles, become lovers with one of her friends and it all gets difficult and nasty.

Mmmm.  Must think on this.  One thing for sure, something's gotta give.